I’ve finally set up my clips4sale store! So far 11 clips are listed and I intend to create more. This whole journey has taught me things about myself that I was totally unaware of. The main things that I’m learning are that: I can perform sexual acts on camera , I prefer to film with a sexual partner over recording a solo clip, I can only have sex on film with someone that I’m into.
I’m a fairly sexually open person, but having sex on film scared the hell out of me in the past. My main fear was not having complete control of my image. Everyone finding out that I get whiny during sex if it’s really good (strange I know) also scared me. Lastly, didn’t want the pressure of looking glamorous while getting down and dirty.
I now realize that I’ve been missing out on how sexy it is to have clips of an encounter for when my lover and I are away from each other.
The kind of recordings I’m into creating are of the kind of sex that I’m into. There will be no “performing”, just a sneak peak into his bedroom or wherever we decide to play.
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For me, the meaning of ” I Miss You Sex” is: I want it here , I want it now. Hurry up and get your hand on me and put your hard cock inside me. I don’t feel hunger or anything else except sexual longing and excitementment.
We see each other every other week currently until we iron out our schedules, so that we can see each other more often. Because Mac is my only lover and he lives three hours away, I have lots of solo sex at home base. For me, solo sex is unsatisfying and makes me hungrier . So by the time I see Mac, even a sudden glance turns me on. The ” I Miss You Sex” tends to begin within the first fifteen minutes of my arrival to his place.
After about a three hour ride to NYC, I arrived at the station . A few minutes later, I spotted his platinum blonde hair, black lipstick and black leather studded collar. My heart begins beating fast with excitement and a bit of nervousness too.
We hugged, he takes my bag to carry it for a brief walk to the subway station and train ride to his place. Somehow the 30-40 min train ride felt longer than the 3hr bus ride. We eventually made it to his place, then to his bedroom. Then we dropped my bags to the floor and began undressing. Just as he promised in previous conversations, his mouth was everywhere and he was balls deep
For the next two days, it’s none stop fucking. The ” I miss you sex” was intense as it always is. We even managed to record a bit of it for my only fans page . I’m also working on a clips4sale studio which I’ll add later once I sort out the wifi issues .