Sex On Film

I’ve finally set up my clips4sale store! So far 11 clips are listed and I intend to create more.  This whole journey has taught me things about myself that I was totally unaware of.  The main things that I’m learning are that: I can perform sexual acts on camera , I prefer to film with a sexual partner over recording a solo clip, I can only have sex on film with someone that I’m into.

I’m a fairly sexually open person, but having sex on  film  scared the hell out of me in the past.  My main fear was not having complete control of my image. Everyone finding out that I get whiny during sex if it’s really good (strange I know) also scared me. Lastly, didn’t want the pressure of looking glamorous while getting down and dirty.

I now realize that I’ve been missing out on how sexy it is to have clips of an encounter for when my lover and I are away from each other.

The kind of recordings I’m into creating are of the kind of sex that I’m into.  There will be no “performing”, just a sneak peak into his  bedroom or wherever we decide to play.

If you enjoy what you’ve read and want more visuals, click on the clips4sale store banner on my links page right here : Links Page

August 10, 2019

It’s almost the middle of August already and summer is almost over.  Where did the time go? I always feel a bit sad this time of year because the cold weather is around the corner and I’m not a fan of winter. This summer was so much fun. It’s as though I were on a natural high. I wish I could stay up in the clouds forever and never come down.  Maybe I wouldn’t ever need to come down (at least for a while ) if I had a regular home-based playmate. The plan is to work on that, make the DMV area my home as much as possible since I have to live here for a few more years.  I will choose to have more fun and amazing experiences so hopefully I won’t notice the awful cold weather that will be here shortly.

This upcoming week looks promising. I’m catching up with old friends and making some new ones, so I’ll be quite busy which is a good thing.

**Guys, don’t forget to submit your questions for the “Confessions Of A Size Queen”. It’s so much fun answering them and giving you some clues on how my mind works.  I’d also like to have a fun interview with a bull if he’s brave enough to do a podcast with me.

Fun In Atlantic City New Jersey-My Way

It’s amazing how a turn of events brings people into your life. Last month I went to the  Jersey shore to meet up with someone  I had an online relationship with for six months. The visit went well, but because he was busy with work on the second day, I swiped right on a dating app. Carlo then came over had we had amazing sex together.

Both of us clicked so well, we kept in constant contact. I promised him that I would return for a visit in a month’s time. Another promise I made was that I’d only be seeing him.

With his endless energy and insatiable appetite, he’s all I could handle during a trip. Heck, it’s been two days since my return home and I’m still walking funny.

After my first time meeting Carlo, he planned on visiting me in Maryland two weeks later. He couldn’t get the time off work, so we stuck to the original plan of me making a short trip to Atlantic City to see each other.

I thought to myself, I’m going to have fun and also get some pictures for my social media and my “Only Fans” page. To be honest, I wish I had a third day booked for the business side of things, but I otherwise enjoyed my trip.

Fun In Atlantic City New Jersey-With Carlo

 There was no gambling or any of the things that people are expected to do when one is staying in a hotel/casino.  It was seventy percent sex and thirty percent sightseeing and pictures.

The trip began with him picking me up at the bus station. A short ride later, we arrived at the hotel and checked in.  Then went up to the room and dropped our bags. Carlo turned on the tv, plopped down on the bed and gestured for me to snuggle with him to watch tv with him.  I thought to myself, he must be tired. I wasn’t disappointed because I slept very little the night before and had a long trip.  A short nap seemed like a good idea, so I joined him.

Within seconds, his hand was down my top and we were kissing. I thought to myself: “Ok, I guess we’re having sex right now, “.  Next thing I knew, we were both naked and he was inside me and bending my body for his pleasure like a pretzel.

It stormed the first night on the trip so we stayed in the room, had room service and several rounds of sex.  We showered, chatted for a while and fell asleep.

The Day After Arrival

I woke up the morning after staring at him sleeping next to me for a few minutes. He must have felt me staring at him because his eyes opened and he pulled me to him for a kiss, then he pushed my head under the covers for a morning blow job, which I was happy to give.

We had more sex, then got showered and dressed for the day.  He offered to drive me around town to show me all the sights, so I could take pictures. 

Our room had such a nice view . It was on the twelfth floor, so I sat on the couch and peered out for a while with my camera.  A few minutes later, I felt his hand up my dress, then his fingers inside me.  So as you’ve guessed, I was distracted by Carlo. I didn’t get a lot of pictures.

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Fun In Atlantic City My Way

It’s amazing how a turn of events brings certain people into your life. Last month I went to the New Jersey shore to meet up with someone who I had an online relationship of sorts with for over six months. The visit went well but because he was busy with work on my second day on the island, I swiped right on a dating app and “Carlo” came right over had we had mind-blowing sex together, It so happened he ended up being a better fit for me. We clicked so much that we kept in contact, chatting almost every day.  I promised him that I would return for a visit in a month’s time and that I’d only be seeing him. To be honest, with his endless energy and an insatiable appetite for sex, he’s all I could handle during a trip. Heck, it’s been two days since my return home from Atlantic City and I’m still walking funny.

After my first time meeting him, he planned on visiting me in Maryland two weeks later, but he couldn’t get the time off work so we stuck to the original plan of me making a short two day trip to Atlantic City with him staying with me the for the trip’s duration. I thought to myself, I’m going to have fun and also get some pictures for my social media and my “Only Fans” page, mixing business and pleasure. To be honest, I wish I had a third day booked for the business side of things, but I otherwise thoroughly enjoyed my trip.  There was no gambling or any of the things that people are expected to do when one is staying in a hotel/casino.  In my view, it was seventy percent sex and thirty percent sightseeing and pictures.

The trip began with him picking me up at the bus station, a short ride later we arrived at the hotel and checked in immediately.  We went up to the room, dropped our bags. He turned on the tv, plopped down on the bed and gestured for me to snuggle with him to watch tv with him.  I thought to myself, he must be tired. I wasn’t disappointed because I slept very little the night before, had a long trip. I wouldn’t mind a short nap so I joined him. Within seconds, his hand was down my top and we were kissing. I thought to myself;” ok, I guess we’re having sex right now, “.  Next thing I knew, we were both naked and he was in me and bending my body for his pleasure like a pretzel. It stormed the first night on the trip so we stayed in the room, had room service and several rounds of sex.  We showered, chatted for a while and fell asleep.

I woke up the morning after staring at him sleeping next to me for a few minutes. He must have felt me staring at him because his eyes opened and he pulled me to him for a kiss, then he pushed my head under the covers for a morning blow job, which I was happy to give. We had more sex, then got showered up and dressed to go out for the day.  He offered to drive me around town to show me all the sights so I could get nice pictures so that’s what we did. Then returned to the hotel to relax.  Our room had such a nice view and we were on the twelfth floor, so I sat on the couch and peered out the window for a while with my camera, next thing I knew, I felt his hand up my dress, then fingers inside me.  So as you’ve guessed, I was distracted and didn’t get a lot of pictures.

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I’m Not A Teacher

I lack patience and desire to teach an inexperienced lover anything.  This may sound selfish, but I’m being honest.  Giving you instructions on how to kiss or touch me will take the fun out of It.  Being with you felt like a job and when hobbies begin to feel like work, I quit them.  I like you as a person and think you’re very good looking but you didn’t make me cum and I’m not going to pretend you did to make you feel good.  That would be wrong, leading you to continue with your awkward kissing and touching with others.

I wish you hadn’t lied to me and told me that you’ve been with a lot of women, I would have avoided you. No way in hell you have the experience you claim. You had no clue where my clitoris was!

I remembered this scenario because of watching “90 Day Fiance The Other Way”.  In this particular episode, Laura a woman in her fifties married a very handsome and fit man in his late twenties name Aladin who is from Tunisia but lives in Qatar for work. Looking at him, one would think he’d be amazing in bed but Laura let it be known to the world that Aladin lasts only two minutes in bed and doesn’t do it for her sexually.  She thought bringing sex toy with her on her move to Qatar to be with him would spice things up but she was wrong.  He took the introduction of a vibrator by her as a threat to his manhood.

My advice to laura is to pack up her bags and move back to the USA.  In my opinion, any man that’s against sex toys isn’t going to be open sexually and will be a bore in bed. Aladin is very nice to look at but you will be miserable and end up becoming an unofficial hotwife;)

 

Confessions Of A Size Queen Pt.5 (audio)

  1. What’s been the assumptions people have had of you since being a size queen?
  2. Is a guy being assertive to get your attention a turn on or a turnoff?
  3. What’s one thing you wish people would stop assuming about you?
  4. How long do you hope to keep your blog going and what’s the next goal you want to accomplish for it?

* Submitted by Kevin H.